I miss you Dad.

I just cant get used to life without you, everything is so different now.

I wish I could just spend one more day with you, and tell you how much you meant to me.

Why did this have to happen.

You did nothing to deserve getting that damn disease, life just isnt fair.

There are times when I just think it would have been better if id gone instead of you.

You made life better for everyone around you.

I just cant seem to do anything right.

I need your guidance, I need that confidence that you used to give me.

I just cant seem to find it anymore.

I know I have to do things for myself, but I just cant get my head around it all.