Life

My Father was the greatest person I ever knew.
I looked up to him my whole life.
Everything I do is because of what I have learned from him.
I always wanted to be like him, he was loved and respected by all who knew him.
Never once did I hear someone say a bad thing about him.
His philosophy in life was to always to your best, to always help others whenever possible.
He liked things to be done his way, which was usually the right way.
Although he left school when he was only 15 he was the wisest person that Ive ever known. He knew everything and always had the right things to say.
I just wish I had gotten to know him more as I am now. As an adult rather than just his son.
Even when facing death he still made me feel safe.
How could he be so brave, never showed any weakness or vulnerability even during his final days.
I'll never be as good as he was.
He was perfect.
He will always be my hero.
He will always be my Dad

I never though that I would feel happiness again.
To enjoy life again, rather than worry about it.


Until I met her...

For someone so beautiful to notice someone like me and want to be with me, is a miracle.
She is the most beautiful person I have ever met.
She can see the beauty in me that I cannot, I can see hers as clear as daylight, it radiates throughout her.
Her beautiful smile is so comforting, so enlightening.
She is so kind and considerate, she's so down to earth
The way she looks at me when I have said something to annoy her, brings a smile to my face.

It bothers me that she has doubts, I just want to make her as happy as possible.
Because she deserves it.
She is worried about hurting me.

I cant be hurt.
I'm already broken, and she is the one who is making feel whole again.

I dont want to spend my whole life worrying, when I have so much to enjoy in the present.